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   Lost...
I suck. I've been working at this stupid problem in my stupid astrophysics assignment for a week, have lost countless hours to it, scribed tens of pages on it, and yet I'm no closer to the solution than I was when the teacher handed me the question sheet.
To make matters worse, it's really nothing more than algebra, which I was meant to be good at.
And if I can't even do this, how on earth can they expect me to do some serious research on a topic that for all my reading I still know very little about?
I can't seem to talk to anyone about it, since they all believe me to be supremely capable, and I'm tired of pretending that I am. Because I'm not. I'm tired, I'm lonely, and I wish I had someone to talk to.
But it's just me and Crying Eeyore against the world, and I'm not sure either of us are strong enough to survive this.

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