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I am lost,
Not at all sure where I belong.
Caught between two worlds,
Neither child nor woman yet.
The shadows rise to drown me
And I am lost in emotions.
Strange feelings course through my being.
Flee or fly?
Lust and fear war within me,
Inspired by something stronger yet.
The ice tower of my heart starts to crumble,
But a part of me still refuses to feel.
Inhibited by my self-loathing,
Trapped within my mind,
I hide behind old beliefs and fears,
Using them as excuse for my silence.
He says that he cannot have confidence,
But I will always come back.
Does he not realise I share his fears,
That he will leave me alone?
Can he not see that I have no idea
Why he would choose me over any other?
Yet am I afraid of losing myself,
Or of finding out who I truly am inside?
All poems © Copyright 1997-2002 by Catherine.
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